incurable

it hurts when you like someone so much, or you love him very deep and very much without ever saying it loudly, without even belonging to each other.
you can't shout it out, there's a hole inside your heart. and that hurts. hurts so much like an incurable pain.

they said i should meet other persons.
they said i should stop thinking about him.
they said i should get myself busy.
they won't ever understand, it's still unfinished with him. it's just something that ended without closure. i still don't get the explanation. my head is still full of those question marks.
it still feels so empty here...

how could I ever move on? teach me how? I always fail. I've done repeating for years. nothing ever cured me.
God, I need help.